Someone Like You...

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[Adele: 21] 2011

I heard that you're settled down.
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I'll remember you said:
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

You'd know how the time flies.
Only yesterday was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summery haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over yet.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I'll remember you said:
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead".

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regret's and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I'll remember you said:
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I'll remember you said:
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.


Don't forget me, I beg.


Its ever so often that we forget the people who were part of our lives. Sometimes, I want to just jump out at the chance of waving at an old friend, talking to an old *ahem* interest, and even speak to a few old acquaintances. 


Its a tad bit early to start talking about not forgetting at this time of the year, but I'm not talking about just a year, but in my whole lifetime, the people that I forget. The people that even though don't seem like it, do matter.


So what happens when we all move on. Let time fly past and allow ourselves to be swept with the current that our lives flows in? Do we reminisce old pictures, feelings, events? Will I get to meet anyone ever again? What happens if someone passes on? Will all that I have of that person be a name? Will I ever meet someone like you again? Its my last year in my school, and I want to make it special, for the people I've never really paid attention to.


As for those I've kind of lost. Those that I never talk to anymore. Not once, not even on festive days, there's still time to express myself to you. 


Still,
I wish nothing but the best for you.


xoxo,
C

What a stress mess

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I am so very stressed.
I feel like giving up, but I know why I feel so stressed. I'm procrastinating, slacking, yet making all these inspirational plans and goals that I NEVER follow! Why are resolutions meant for being unresolved? Am I destined to have unresolved resolutions since I've started to make them?

I'm a mess. Homework is piling up, and its not because I have a ton. Its because I am a dreadful mess. I am slacking. Its so weird. I try so hard to focus, but I can't. I just cannot. Or I wont?

I should ban myself from going out at all. Have a mandatory ground till my O levels are done. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! Why don't I ever prioritize right?

I have a post way back about reading a literature novel to improve my passion and love for literacy. I've never touched that book since. Its not that its boring. On the contrary, its so full of passionate literacy in all the right written ways. It should be driving me to love literacy, and thus result in my guaranteed A1 for my Literature examination. But no. My mind has to divert me to all things material.

Fashion. Beauty. and Excuses.

If only excuses could literally be burned. Then maybe I'd start to realize. I keep giving excuses, pushing my workload back, telling myself I need a break, when breaks are all I've been taking recently, including this break. But its okay, because I have a ton of excuses at the back of my head waiting to break free. NOT. I annoy myself. I REALLY DO!

So now that I've emphasized to myself what a mess I've made of myself, maybe I'm ready for the two tests I'm supposed to take tomorrow, and the ton of homework right beside me.

Its 1.30am by the way.

I have no idea how to cope. At all.

XOXO
C

Back from Beyond

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I guess the title does sound a bit sinister, or not. I've pretty much ditched this blog for a good whole month and a few days. I honestly did not know what to put to it, and I guess I should have a little up date on the significant events like New Year's and Christmas, but thats past, the last decade was a month ago, and we're now starting a new decade, and this calls for some changes.

I've recently got my ears pierced, and fell into the knack of goal making and of course, studying for some really major exams this year - O levels. Basically, I'm pretty stressed out.

I've basically maximised my spare 'optimistic' energy in times of crisis, and I'm running on really low battery. The tell tale signs are my sudden fatigue, and napping in the afternoons (a trip I rarely EVER take in the afternoons), binging CONSTANTLY, my growing equator and widening limbs. I'm already short as it is, but I had to turn myself into a stubby hobbit.

So basically I've recently pierced my ears (If December counts as recent), as a New Years Eve change of some sort. I was supposed to go for a scheduled appointment check up two weeks after, but of course, I bailed. Sigh, the joys of personal truancy. If that makes any sense at all. In a few days time, I'd be sticking out my hand and receiving money sealed in red packets, but the fun of all this, is the fact that I get to have fun and dress up for a family picture and all that jazz.

Singapore's really cold today. I'm practically clothed in wintery- approved outfits. (EYESORE-ful) BRIGHT NEON pink leggings which well make me feel like a grandma, and a wooly fleece jacket (WHICH I LOVE), from Uniqlo, (WHICH IS STOCK-LESS). Hah. Now no one can still the leggings and wooly fleece jacket idea, not that anyone would. It truly is an eyesore, even for myself, yet, its so comfortable lounging around in gore-awful outfits.

I am saving up my money to do things with money.

Here's a little hello to the zilch readers I have! If you're out there somewhere reading, thank you!

GOOD NIGHT WORLD!